Hottie!!

You may be wondering who this is? Well my friends this is my hottie of a husband!! Wouldn't you say he's HOT!? I would, I do! Anyways this is one of the best shots he would let me get while we were boating on Tuesday. But who can complain, I mean the best shot of me is from behind! Ha ha.

I HATE pictures of ME, I always look so much worse in pictures then I think I look in my head or even then what I see in the mirror every day. Let's just say my husband married me for my kind loving personality, ha well that's probably even a joke cause a lot of times I'm ornery with him and I'm sure he thinks I'm crazy. Well not really but who knows what he saw in me right!? Ha ha, I'm really not trying to be negative about myself, I'm just trying to show you how amazingly good looking he is, but ya know what the best part is? He is so sweet!

He is always doing things for me, even when he may not want to. Actually the night before we went boating at midnight I realized I needed to alter my swimsuit to be modest, and I sort of was spazing cause I didn't know how to or how to sew mostly. But he calmly went to the store and got a sewing kit and proceeded to cut up an old black tank of mine and sewed it into my swimsuit while I laid on the bed and tried not to fall asleep, let's just say I wasn't successful, but Chase was, and I was so proud and thankful!! It was so sweet especially with how late it was, and my falling asleep and all.

I also felt a little bad about myself after boating, because I was around these tiny girls and felt like an ugly large monster so let's just say I was a little ornery to Chase. And ya know what he proceeded to point out all that was great about me and how much he likes and loves me. And man did I feel like a loser, Well I felt great, but I felt stupid for letting it all get to me. Don't get me wrong I love myself but there are times when I nitpick and feel awful about myself but that's only when there's a camera around and I'm wet and in a swimsuit all day! Ha well I can pretend it only happens then, but it actually doesn't happen often. Because most of the time I'm good at remembering I'm a worthy daughter of God and really that's all that matters!! That and the love of this guy!